Comments on tracy-lee: stories, songs and love notes.: Exactly What Is Beautiful?

Someone had a link to your blog on their page, I j...

2009-09-16T04:42:17.548-07:00

Someone had a link to your blog on their page, I just started reading and kinda got hooked on what you're saying.
Then I read this and got sad.
Tears and all.

I bet you are beautiful.....
x

i hate when beautiful people (such as yourself) do...

2009-07-11T18:37:58.392-07:00

i hate when beautiful people (such as yourself) dont see themselves for what they truly are. people dont love you cuz your gorgeous trace (which you are) but for probably the best part about you, which is everything inside of you. yes, it helps that your super pretty.

but prettyness doenst count if your an asshole, look at well, i wont say her name but you know. and if miserable people can score beautiful men, then so can you. an he will be everything you ever wanted. plus youve got all these people that love you.. jenicka, me, ari, chelsea, probably a lot of creepy boys. youre not alone. everyone feels crumy at times. and dont forget that everything on tv is a lie.

xo.

Wow, I have had almost all of those exact same tho...

2009-07-08T22:41:54.641-07:00

Wow, I have had almost all of those exact same thoughts myself. The looks, the guy not being interested in me. But when I hear you say it is so hard to believe and I want to tell you that I am sure you are beautiful and any guy would be lucky to have you. But I also know that when people tell me that, it just pisses me off cause it doesn't help me.
I think no matter what we look like we will not be happy or find anyone until we love ourselves. It sounds like we are both far away from that, but I hope we can get there.
All I can say is you are not alone.

Give yourself some credit already. I don't me...

2009-07-08T18:00:07.583-07:00

Give yourself some credit already. I don't mean to sound cynical but in the end when we're all 90 years old or so we're all going to look ugly. There really is now way around it. I suppose some wrinkle better than others but a wrinkle is a wrinkle and they're not sexy. From everything I know about you from reading your blog any guy would be crazy not to go out with you. Be well.

i havent met you (yet) but i think you're beau...

2009-07-08T15:04:18.849-07:00

i havent met you (yet) but i think you're beautiful- inside and out. it's sad that the media is saturated with all these "facts" and images on what is beautiful. hell, i've been studying the media for a couple of years now and it's inevitable. it's sad that young girls today already have a picture of what they "need" to be/look like because the magazine or gossip girl said so.

i like your quote on the relationship thing, about how he will come when you're not looking. it will happen for you (and me) and he will love you (and me) for who we are regardless of appearance.

you have a good heart and i think you're a good person. <3

Whenever any of my friends have poured out their f...

2009-07-08T14:41:35.706-07:00

Whenever any of my friends have poured out their feelings to me like this post, all I want to do is scream from the rooftops about how beautiful they are and what makes them beautiful. I know for a second it might make them feel better but after that second is gone, they still feel the same in their hearts.

I'm sorry you feel this way, Tracy. You are beautiful. We all see it.

I feel the EXACT same way except for the relations...

2009-07-08T11:31:19.604-07:00

I feel the EXACT same way except for the relationship part. I've always told myself I didnt deserve to be in a loving relationship, so I'm pretty much convinced that I still dont need to be in one, despite how lonely I am, not being able to have someone just sit around and watch movies with me. I was/am so determined to be skinny, but Anita made the point that even if I get to be the anorexic bitch I want to be, I wont be happy. And she makes sense. But still...I figure, right now, im fat and un-happy, why not be thin and unhappy? At least I'll be thin and people wouldnt have that 'fat girl' edge to go off on as a reason not to like me. Were always going to want what we cant have, weather it be in looks or boys or both. I think I'd rather find happiness than anything else, but again, its impossible in my eyes right now, because it is so engraved in my mind that to me, happiness means being thin. And I've tried, HARD too...and it always breaks beneath me. Everytime i have a lead, it fails two weeks later. Logic and reason and true desire and wants and needs come through and I fail because of the condradicting loves I have for happiness and food. And its not fair. I think what we really need to be looking for is happiness.

For one thing, I've actually met you, and you're not fat. You cant even be considered big .You have curves and you actually have boobs so if you think your weight is more than you want it to be, its cuz you have the awesome assets that me and my friends are so envious of. I know, anything I say isnt going to make you feel better about yourself,becasue none of this wuld work on me and we think in similar ways, but I dont know anyone else with eyes like yours. I know girls who would KILL to look like you and have your personality and even life. Its hard not to dwell on these things, especially all the time when theres nothing else to really do or focus on, but as cliché and stoopid as it sounds, we just have to try and find the best out of each moment that we can, even if were unconfortable with how we look. Cuz if we worried about the look all the time, we could be missing the important emotions we should be feeling instead. I know this prolly means nothing to you and it wont hit you or anything right now...but one day it will. Slowly but surely...I'm working on this myself.

<3