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The latest Transformers movie hasn't even been out a full 7 days yet and it's already grossed over 200 million dollars coming in slightly behind The Dark Knight, who is King of five day ticket sales. I have been excited for this movie ever since I first saw the first one two years ago. I actually didn't even see that one in the theatre- honestly. My Mom and brother had, they raved about it, but I wasn't interested. It came out on DVD and I bought it for my brother, it came in a fancy steel book and you could choose between Optimus or Megatron- I had no idea who they were or what that meant, but I stuck with the blue on, Optimus and boy I'm glad I did. I got home and decided to watch it before I gave it to him. I never gave it to him. I was so impressed with the movie it quickly became one of my favourites. Since then I've watched it countless times, sometimes I'll just put it on in the background when I'm cooking or cleaning or something. When the trailers for the new movie came out a few months ago I was dying, June couldn't get here fast enough.

My mom, brother and I decided to go see it yesterday, we knew it was going to be busy, but we had no idea just how busy until we got there. I'm very picky when it comes to sitting at movies. I have to be dead center and as far back as possible. Don't even try to sit me off to the side. We have plans for when the three of us go to movies. I go to the concession, my Mom and brother get the tickets and then my brother runs off to the theatre to claim our seats as my Mom comes over and helps me carry the popcorn and drinks. We got there at 11am, when the box office opened, so did about 60-70 over people. I was dying, I hate lines, I hate waiting and I hate not getting my spot. That's when we decided to go to the noon showing, instead of the 11:30 one. We got into the theatre just after 11 and the lights weren't even on yet, but we were the first ones there and we got our seats.

The movie was on the long side, coming in at about 2.5 hours. But it was action packed the entire time. The Decepticons are back, bigger and meaner than ever. I've always been scared of Megatron... just something about him makes me want to hide. There were a few sad parts nothing I'll get into though, don't want to spoil anything for those who haven't seen it yet. One part I thought was really funny was when a giant super Decepticon was trying to climb up a pyramid, Agent Simmons commented on it's balls... yes, the Decepticon had balls. I think I laughed the hardest out of everyone in the theatre. Secretly I'm a 15 year old boy who enjoy that's kind of humour. One thing I found that wasn't great was that I had a hard time following which Transformer was what, while the action and fight scenes were good, they all just looked like a giant mash of metal. I found it funny though that when they were fight scenes between the Autobots and the Decepticons and one punched another, instead of blood (because they are robots, they don't have blood) they'd 'bleed' bright red sparks. Of course at the end, they left it open for a third installment, which I have no complaints about.

Overall, I thought the movie was really great and would give it 4/5 stars. It would have been 4.5/5 stars but watching Megan Fox for 2.5 hours takes a toll on ones self esteem. That said, I can't wait to see it again. I'll probably go sometime this week.

This isn't my secret, but if I had to send one in right now this is what it would say. Reason number 134092059309 why I don't make the first move, it never works and they never call. I'm back to lonely square one. Just call me Gigi.

If a guy has had your number for five days, they should have called by now if they were interested right? Don't hold back, I think I already know the answer.

Seriously, what's wrong with me?

I hate being so alone.

While the whole world seems to be talking about the sudden loss of Michael Jackson, we cannot forget that another pop culture icon passed away yesterday. Yes, it was expected as she was battling cancer for the past few years, but in no way should we let one celebrity death trample over another. I was never a fan of Jackson or his work. And while his death certainly was sudden and shocking, I can't say it's really going to affect me in any way. Farrah Fawcett was a beautiful woman and while I know little about her I'm saddened by this loss. Farrah will be best known for her role as Jill Munroe, the beautiful blonde, in the tv show Charlie's Angels and well as the picture posted below.

I've always had a soft spot for this lovely young lady. She played Rory Gilmore in the WB/CW's smash hit Gilmore Girls, she shared a magical pair of pants with her three best friends in the Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants movies and she falls in love with an immortal boy in her first movie, Tuck Everlasting. This weeks Girl Crush is the blue eyed beauty Alexis Bledel.

Born in Houston, Texas, Kimberly Alexis Bledel began modeling all over the world at a young age before going to NYU where she studied as a film major. In 2000, at her first audition, she won the roll as the quiet, yet fast talking, smart Rory Gilmore. She met her then boyfriend, Milo Ventimiglia, whom she dated until 2006. She plays Lena Kaligaris in two of my favorite chick flicks, The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants and it's 2008 sequel. This summer she stars in Post Grad, a movie I can't wait to see, playing a college graduate who moves back in with her wacky family while searching for a job. Check out the trailer here.

Sorry this one kind of sucked, I was rushing.

One of my favourite bands in the entire world released their 4.5th album yesterday and silly me was sitting with an open blogger page not knowing what to write about. Then today it hit me. Duh, write about Alexisonfire! I don't look like the type of girl who'd listen to a band like them. They sound like a guy with a pretty voice getting into an argument with a guy who is kind of upset about things, while a guy who really likes punk is laughing with a guy who likes to rhyme while there is a guy who looks like a rat keeping time*. I'd like to say I've been into them since their start but sadly I haven't. I remember the 'Counterparts and Number Them' video and thinking, what the hell is this noise and why is it on tv? I never gave them a chance, like many others, and switched the channel.

It wasn't until one day when a boy gave me 'Hello, I'm in Delaware' that things started to change, and change they certainly did. I fell in love with a voice, I didn't know the face the sound belonged to though and frankly I didn't care. The voice drilled into my heart, latched on and has never let go almost 5 years later. After getting my hands on every song Dallas Green had recorded under the moniker City and Colour, I was hungry for more. After googling him and wading through all the websites about a baseball player named Dallas Green, I discovered that the Dallas I was desperately searching for was in another band, Alexisonfire. I youtubed them and found 'Counterparts and Number Them'. I cringed. This beautiful voice was a part of the band who so many times I'd changed the channel on? I listened. I didn't mind the drums or the bass or the guitars, my heart swelled when I heard Dallas' voice and sank when I heard the screaming. How could anyone listen to this? I made myself listen more and more, the screaming became less like noise and more like lyrics. He's actually trying to say something! Eventually I began to appreciate the heavenly voice and the angry voice, they somehow always complimented each other perfectly. I'd play their music all the time, in my room, in the car with my Mom who always complains about George, "I'd like it a lot more if the screaming stopped" she says. I play her 'Side Walk When She Walks'- she likes that one.. no screaming.

I first saw Alexisonfire at Warped Tour in 2006, I won tickets at my grad breakfast, it's almost like it was meant to be. I waited all day in rays of the boiling hot sun for them. I had no idea how popular or unpopular they were here but 30 minutes before the show I found out. There was a sea of people and I was just shy of the front middle area. The music started and I was pushed, I didn't know what was happening. Why did someone push me, didn't they know I was fragile? The once calm sea of people began to swirl around me getting rougher and rougher. People were running and screaming and slamming their bodies into each other. This wasn't for me, I wanted to change the channel. I had to move off to the side, I couldn't see anything. After the show had ended I waited, I wanted to meet Dallas, the one who's voice was latched to my heart, the one who got me hooked on this band. Security pushed everyone away, I ran off to the side and waited more. I got to talk with him over a fence, he gave me his guitar pick, I still have it to this day. I asked for a hug and he came out just for me to give me one. I've seen Alexisonfire 4 times since then each time blows the previous out of the water. But nothing will compare to the second time I saw them. I watched part of the set from the press pit and the rest of the show from the side of the stage. Stupid security guards. I'm sad to say I'm going to be missing out on seeing the boys at Warped Tour this year unless by some miracle I get tickets. Money has been super tight and I just can't afford to spend 60 bucks to see them play for 30 minutes.

Yesterday their newest album, Old Crows/Young Cardinals was officially released. It contains their usual number of tracks, 11. There is a nice mixture of Dallas' heavenly voice, George's angry sing/screaming and Wade's smooth yet raspy punkish singing. The drumming by Jordan is phenomenal and Steele's bass completes every song. Check out The Northern, Burial and Emerald Street, my personal favourites. My boys are back and I can't wait to see how they someday top this record.

My Dad and I never really got along, most of my life my Mom was my favourite parent. He knew it, she knew it, everyone knew it. Just like I knew my brother was his favourite child, he was the golden boy- he could do no wrong. I got blamed for everything. I ran away for about 3 hours, thought that would teach them a lesson, it only taught me a lesson- my Dad has a very short temper. I was 16 and thought I knew it all, I didn't. It was a rare day when him and I wouldn't yell at each other. He was the reason I wanted to move out. I'd push to see how far I could go. I wasn't a bad kid, I just wanted my Dad to show he loved me. Little did I know, he was showing it all along, only in his way not your typical way. My Dad wants what's best for his kids, he pushes us and pushes us. He gets that from his Mom, she's that way too, but she doesn't know when to stop.

I moved out of my parents house almost 2 years ago now. Despite a few months of moving back waiting for the apartment I'm in now. It was the best choice I ever made. My Dad and I were no longer under each other's feet all the time, we didn't argue anymore. We are still stubborn, but we get along now. I'm turning into a Daddy's girl.. 21 years late, but it's happening. I've never loved my Dad as much as I have done this past year. I've always loved him, but now I love him because I want to, not because I have to. I'm a carbon copy of him, only I'm a girl of course. We are stubborn, we like our food the same way, we think about things at the same time and we'll laugh about it. When we give each other a hug, he lightly steps on my toes so I can't get away. He gave me the Montreal Canadiens, I restored his interest in the team. If it weren't for the Canadiens, I don't think my Dad and I would be as super close as we are. We'd be close, of course, but only because I don't live at home anymore. Like I said, it was the best idea I've ever had. I don't have a favourite parent anymore, and my Dad doesn't have a favourite child.

She's a fiery red head born in Montreal. She plays the kickass vampire villain, Victoria, in November's New Moon. She's passionate about finding a cure for breast cancer and is the proud mother of an adorable rescue dog named Honey. This week's Girl Crush is the beautiful Rachelle Lefevre.

Born on February 1st, the same day as fellow Girl Crush Lauren Conrad and two days before my birthday, this Canadian went to school at McGill University and graduated in Education and Literature. She got her start in the business back in Big Wolf On Campus in 1999 playing Stacey Hanson. She'd later go on to play roles on Charmed, Life on a Stick, Veronica Mars, What about Brian, How I Met Your Mother, Boston Legal and CSI- just to name a few. But it wasn't until she got the role as Victoria in Twilight did she become a Hollywood starlet. She's currently dating the adorable Jamie Thomas King who played Thomas Wyatt in The Tudors.

I adore this lovely lady. While New Moon was in town here filming, besides keeping my eyes open for a mop of messy golden brown locks, I was determined to find someone with long, wavy, fire red hair. Yep. After Robert Pattinson, I was dying to meet Rachelle. As you all know I didn't get to meet either, but I'm hoping that while Eclipse is in town filming I'll run into her (remember guys, I don't stalk, I wait for happy accidents). I've read the script for New Moon and if they keep it along the same lines, there will be bucket fulls of new Rachelle fans.

I encourage you to follow her on twitter ( @RachelleLefevre ) because for everyone 10,000 followers she gets, she'll donate $100 to Breast Cancer Research. If you have a minute, please check out http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ and click the Give Free Mammograms button- it's free and all it takes is one click to help a woman in need.

I'm ready to go home. I'm grumpy. I'm tired. My hair is messy and my nose is plugged. I'm super attractive today in case you didn't know. I was tossing and turning last night and I woke up at 3am with an intense pain in my right knee. I went and downed a few advil then stumbled back to bed to continue tossing and turning from the pain. I woke up this morning and my knee was fine- I think I dreamt it all. My Blackberry battery is almost dead, I use my phone so much that the battery only lasts a day. That's not good. I went to update my iPhone software, everything was going along smoothly until it said I needed to insert a sim card- now it's stuck. I'm angry. I need milk (this is just a reminder for myself) *I'll probably forget anyways*. I feel like crying and I don't know why. I swear I'm not this emo all the time, emotional? Yep, that's my middle name. Emo? Not very often. Wait a minute... are emo and emotional the same thing? Are you emo when you are a teenager cause it's cooler to say than emotional? Now I'm just rambling, I apologize. No. Actually I don't. It's my blog and I'll fucking ramble if I want. Hmm. Maybe I'm bipolar instead of emotional? Don't laugh, bipolarity isn't a joke. I wasn't making a joke about it though, I was serious. I want to go to a movie, but the fucking movie theatre by my place doesn't have anything good. Damn good popcorn though. I want to go to Las Vegas with Jenicka. But I have no money, anyone want to help? Yeh I didn't think so. If you are still reading this I wish I could give you a high five.. or a gold star. Maybe I'll go buy a bottle of wine, drink myself stupid then go to bed and wake up with a killer wine hangover. That sounds like a good idea. I hate wine by the way. I've tried to drink it. Apparently I don't like red. I'll try a white.. but red is so much sexier. Yeh you heard me. Then again white is more classier than some fruity tropical shit that I usually drink. Fruity tropical shit reminds me of something a hooker would drink. I'm not a hooker though, maybe I'll go with white. If anyone gets drunk tweets or texts later.. you know why. I've hit the wine- hard.

It's just been one of those days. *sigh*

As you know (and can see) I haven't been writing much, lack of inspiration I guess you could say. I don't like writing about things that are going on in the community or in the world and I'm not looking to gain internet fame or anything. My blog is kind of like my online diary. I've never been very good at keeping diaries. I love buying new books to write in, but never actually get around to filling them out. I started writing here almost a year ago and I can't believe that it's still going. Despite a few bumps along the road it's been pretty fun having a place to come and vent and to share things with the world. When I started I had no idea people would actually read what I had to say. It also didn't occur to me that people might actually like what I had to say. The past week (Tuesday to Tuesday) I have had 710 unique visitors. It's insane to me. Now every week it isn't necessarily that high and I know for more websites that's not a lot of people. But for my little blog it's mind blowing. I was talking with Brenny last night on BlackBerry Messenger:

I have nothing to blog about cause I have nothing to do haha. I said to her.

Nooooo. I miss your funny stories! But I did like that Princess one.

Haha. What funny stories? I asked.

All the random stuff that happens to you. It's like a diary.

I don't know what you mean! I just write! I confessed.

I know! I like it!

I'm so boring though. I'm amazed people read my stuff. I shrugged.

Maybe it's because they can relate. It's not over the top and you're just a normal girl and you're just telling us your everyday things.

I thought this over while we moved on to shoes, our work, me moving, living situations, her boy and dirty socks. Could this really be it? People come here to read about the ramblings of a random, normal girl? I don't think I'm that normal- I definitely have my quirks and issues.

But, then again so does everyone else.

*note I changed a bit of what Brenny and I said because well, Brenny doesn't use punctuation and I'm a punctuation whore.

I was hoping to get back into the swing of things and start posting more but at this current point and time I feel like I've been hit by a bus and then gotten up only to be hit by a massive semi. I think I'm getting sick. I can feel it, my body is sore, my throat is pinching when I swallow, my nose is plugged-ish and my head feels cloudy.

Quick recap of the weekend though before I head off. I saw Star Trek with my Mom and brother on Saturday. It was pretty good, Chris Pine is sex on a stick, glad I kind of knew who everyone was and whatnot. Thanks to my Mom being a slight Treky (very, very slightly). Uhh.. that was about it. Spent most of the weekend at my parents house, came home Sunday afternoon and napped for 2 hours- that was nice. See I'm boring.

I really want to see The Time Traveller's Wife. I saw the trailer for it today and it looks really good. I heart Rachel McAdams and Eric Bana. I might go buy the book to read, since the movie doesn't come out until August. Um.. yeh that's all I have to write about I have work to go and do.

I really do promise that blogging will return to normal soon!

In a land not too far away, lived a young Princess who lived a fairly well life. She had no worries and to the people looking in from the outside her life looked as if it were a Fairytale. But the Princess was lonely, hidden away in one of the many tall towers. You see, she had no friends in the kingdom. The other Princesses were far across the land in Fairytales of their own. She would speak to the King and Queen several times a day and send letters to the other Princesses as much as she could. She spent her days roaming the kingdom, helping where ever she could and once the day was done she'd return to her tower and dream of better days.

The Princess would do whatever she could to escape the loneliness; read stories, watch films or sit and look out her window watching the world go by. Anything to take her mind off the pain she felt in her heart. Music helped her. She'd sing loud, she'd sing soft, she'd sing to the sky and the city filled with colour. Hoping one day a Prince of her very own would climb the tall tower and take her away.

At night when she would lay her head down on her pillow she prayed no nightmares would haunt her dreams, she'd pray for a Prince with ocean coloured eyes and hair as dark as ash. A small smile would creep across her lips as she begun to drift away. Awoken by the bright fire in the sky she'd repeat the day that happened the day before, over and over and over again.

She dreamed, hoping one day to be swept away.

Sorry for those who enjoy reading them. I just haven't had the time this week to really do any sort of blogging. I also haven't had any time to find a Girl Crush. Sure I could have done Megan Fox or Lauren Conrad but I'm saving them for later.

Some things I've found interesting this week are the following:

Hopefully by the weekend your regularly scheduled blogging will continue.

Another Sunday, another batch of secrets over at PostSecret. They've been getting better- Frank has been picking some really great ones. Not that I should be judging people's lives or what they are hiding from the rest of the world. Lord knows I've got some secrets I wouldn't even share with the people I'm closest to. Scrolling through the postcards I found this one and instantly smiled, it's hockey related maybe that's why. It makes me think of my hockey secrets. I can't decide if it's a woman who wrote it or a man who wrote it, either way it makes me giggle.

I too have always wanted to see what happens in the locker room after a game, aside from all the naked goodness and the horrible smell that just seems to sink into anything and everything. The celebration of a win or the heartbreak of a loss, it's one place that's always remained a mystery to me. Will always remain that way too.

My secret? I'm so thankful for the game (and the Montreal Canadiens) for bringing my Dad and I the closest we've ever been in the 21 years I've been alive. I no longer have a favourite parent and for the first time in my life I know that my brother isn't the apple of my Dad's eye.

When I was little I wanted to be a singer. I joined the school choir, I danced around my room at night and lip synced to the music playing through my disc man tucked away in my pocket- my closet was my audience. I put on shows for my Bama and Grandad on my very own little stage singing along to LeAnn Rhimes "I'll buy a one way ticket on a west bound train, see how far I can go". When I got a little older and my parents would leave me home alone I'd dance around and sing whatever I could manage before they got back home. When I vacuumed the house I used to sing out loud thinking no one could hear me- I was wrong. I don't sing in front of people. I wish I could, I'd like to think I'm pretty good. When I was in middle school my friend Darren and I used to sing together, he was the only one I felt comfortable doing it in front of "90 miles outside Chicago, can't stop driving I don't know- so many questions, I need an answer. Two years later he's still on my mind" we almost entered the talent show- I chickened out. I've gotten better, I sing in the car while my Mom is driving and sometimes when I'm up for it I'll sing along with a friend while we go on adventures. One of my favourite things in the world to do is sit at my computer, turn the speakers towards me and sing, sing anything and everything I can. I've been doing it for years, it's especially fun now because I live alone and I don't have to wait for people to leave "hello ruby in the dust, has your band begun to rust". I probably piss off my neighbours, then again, maybe they like it. Nightly concerts courtesy of me. I've dreamt of Dallas Green pulling me up on stage and us singing "with you on my mind and my heart held in your hands screaming break me" followed by some harmonizing and beautiful melodies. Maybe he'd let me in on what he's singing quietly in the background. This is why I love music so much. Come to think of it, maybe I was a famous musician in a past life- or maybe just a homeless street singer. Either way, I love it.

"this is it, well this is it"

If I could trade places with anyone in the entire world, the entire universe even- I'd trade places with this weeks Girl Crush. She comes across moody, snobby, awkward, bored and uncomfortable when really she's just misunderstood. Think about it, how would you feel if you were thrust into instant fame because of one movie. Perez Hilton hates her, my best friend Brenny can't stand her and I'm starting to adore her. This weeks Girl Crush is Kristen Stewart.

Now this may come as quite the surprise for people who know me and for those of you who read this blog. How could I possibly like her? She's spent practically the last two years glued to Robert Pattinson's side because of a little book series named the Twilight Saga. There's a never ending speculation of are they or aren't they dating (last we knew Kristen was still with her boyfriend Oregano, well, it's actually Michael Angarano... but Twi-hards call him Oregano). Me, out of everyone should hate her the most. During last weekends MTV Movie Awards, while awkwardly excepting the award for Best Female she clumsily drop her golden bucket of popcorn. I laughed, but I also thought it was adorable, I wanted to hug her. If you missed it check it out here.

I feel bad that she keeps getting shit on by the media, someone told me when they met her Kristen talked about getting her picture taken and she said that every time pictures of her get out that were taken at night after a long day, everyone comments on how horrible she looks and how she always looks like a drug addict (no comments from the peanut gallery please). She's the only Girl Crush that I've written about that I've actually seen in real life and she was the only New Moon cast member that I saw while they were here for two months. It was exciting though, even though she wasn't the one I'd been dying to see. But we won't get into the rest of the story because I might cry.

Whatever you do in life will be insignificant but it is very important that you do it because you can't know, you can't ever really know the meaning of your life and you don't need to. Just know that your life has a meaning, every life has a meaning whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds, every life and every death changes the world in its own way. Ghandi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning. He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern then understanding it. You can't know, so don't take it for granted, but don't take it too seriously. Don't postpone what you want, don't leave anything misunderstood.

Make sure the people you care about know, make sure they know how you really feel because just like that... it could end.

Say your last ex runs up to you and hugs you, what do you do? - Punch him. When's the last time you cried? - Over the weekend, I was watching a movie. Do you want to fix things with anybody? - Nope. If you were to die today would your life be complete? - Nope. Is anything wrong with your eyes? - Not anymore, when I was a baby I had an operation on one of them but sometimes when I'm laying down my eye waters. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? - My Mom. Where did you sleep last night? - My comfy comfy bed. Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like? - That's like all of man-kind, but yes. Do you have a best friend? - Yes, I have a few of them. What are your plans for tomorrow? - Work and hanging out with someone I haven't seen in a while. Well, hopefully. Do you miss the way things used to be? - No, I'm pretty stoked on living Downtown. Do you like your hair? - Depends on the day. How are you currently feeling? - I have a headache and it's causing me to squint at the computer screen. Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous? - Yes. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for? - No and I'm pretty happy with that. Tell me about the shirt you're wearing? - A white tank top... how exciting can a white tank top be? When is the last time you were hugged? - I don't remember =( Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? - I bloody well hope so, but probably not. What's on your mind? - A headache? Do you want to see someone this very minute? - Yes 3 people. Jenicka, Brenny and my cute courier who I think has died. Was your last relationship a mistake? - Define mistake.. Who did you last say "I love you" to? - My Mommy. Do you regret it? - Not at all. What is your relationship status? - Single. Would you take any of your exes back? - Not at all. Do you text fast? - A lot faster now that I have an actual keyboard, thank you Blackberry. Do you miss anyone from your past? - Nope. Have you ever broken someone's heart? - Not that I know of, didn't you hear, my heart's the one that's meant to be broken. Who was the last person you cried in front of? - My boss a few weeks ago. Yes, I cry infront of my boss. I get frustrated and cry. Is this year the best year of your life? - No, not yet. 2008 rocked pretty hard. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? - Depends on what happens. What are you currently hearing? - People talking, my fingers typing and phones ringing. Would you date someone 8 years older? - 8 years, 18 years... is there a difference? Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? - About certain things. What time did you wake up this morning? - 6:14am What's on your bed right now? - Umm... a dress I was going to wear to work. Will you be in a relationship next month? - Stop with the goddamn relationship questions! Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated? - I've liked someone my parents hated. Are you happy with the way life is going? - Pretty damn content, I just need a puppy and a man and I'll be set. What made your day today? - It's only 9:43 my day has hardly started. Are you keeping a secret right now? - Yes. Is there anyone you want to come see you? - Yes! Jenicka, Brenny and my cute courier. Hehe. What do you need right now? - Coffee. Hook-up or the whole relationship? - Hook ups are hard if they go on for a while. I need the whole relationship. Do you miss anyone? - Jenicka, Brenny and my cute courier. How late did you stay up last night and why? - 10:30 cause I couldn't sleep. Have you snuggled with someone you weren't dating? - Haven't we all? Will this weekend be a good one? - It'll probably be the same as the last one. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more? - Uhh.. yeh! What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? - Oh wow.. I have nothing. Do you like to say I told you so ? - Yes. What were you doing at 3:00 AM? - Dreaming of you. When was the last time you saw your mom? - Nine days ago. Are you a social person? - Not at all. What was the last thing you ate? - Peanut butter toast. What is your favorite color? - Green, black, white, purple, red.. What are you doing for your next birthday party? - I don't have birthday parties. What is your favorite TV show? - Grey's Anatomy, One Tree Hill, Friends, Sex and the City. Do you like coffee? - Yes. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? - Nope, I hog the entire thing- which I'm allowed to do because I'm SINGLE. Have you ever been in an ambulance? - Nope. Do you prefer the ocean or pool? - Pool, the ocean scares me. Do you smile often? - I smile all the time, it's a pain because when I don't smile people think something is wrong. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? - Dvds. Do you wear jewelry 24 /7? - My platinum ring on my pointer finger. Have you heard a rumor about yourself this week? - I don't do enough stuff to have rumours started about me. How old is the last person you kissed? - 26? When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed? - The day after we kissed. Have you cried this week at all? - Over the weekend.. you asked me this already! Are you a cuddler? - Yes, very much so-- well to a degree. Who do you trust the most in your life? - My parents, my dogs (I tell all my secrets to them) and the other couple know who they are. What are you thinking about right now? - How I'd like my Micro SD card to work. What is wrong with you right now? - I have to pee. What? You asked. How old will you be in 13 months? - 22.. ew. Are you excited about anything? - Keane with my Mom in Sept. Do you enjoy life? - To a degree. Do you tend to make things complicated? - Yes, sometimes. What did you realize today? - That red mixed with blue makes purple.. totally kidding. How long can you go without your phone? - Maybe 5 minutes. Were you happy when you woke up today? - No, it was bright and hot and early. Do you believe that there's good in everybody? -No, tell that to the people who are evil. What kind of shirt are you wearing? - This was asked too, a white tank top-- still. Whats the last thing you bought? - Coffee and a herb and garlic bagel- I have fabulous breath right now. If you were kicked out of your current residence who would you call? - My parents. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? - Yes. Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted? - Everyone has. Ever been to a bonfire party? - Nope. Do you have any tattoo/piercings? - Yes tattoos AND piercings. Do you fall for people easily? - Yes, it's a tragic flaw. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward? - Yes.

So the MTV Movie Awards were on last night with Andy Samberg hosting. Everyone seems to love this guy and I can fully see why- he's hilarious. He started off the show by doing spoofs of Slumdog Millionaire, Twilight, The Reader and Star Trek. He was then naked in a limo with his Dick in a Box pal, Justin Timberlake. He rapped about throwing your hands up in the air, to which none of the people he called out to did. Megan Fox was a mess of sour grapes- Andy called her ugly, but we all know that's just not true. Eminem got a pair of balls in his face and stormed out. And Twilight/New Moon pretty much owned the entire night. Except they were dethroned for about 4.5 minutes while Kings of Leon rocked the stage.

Can I just say how happy I am that Rob and Kristen didn't kiss? I was actually hoping that they would lose Best Kiss. It's a tradition for the winners to reenact the winning kiss- so I was pretty much yelling at my tv, oh and of course tweeting about it. So I was pretty happy with the end result of Kristen leaving Rob hanging the way she did. Planned or not- who knows.

Also, can I just say that I officially adore Kristen Stewart now (I know, I know). But really I do. She fully dropped her award for Best Female and I actually felt so bad for her! I know she acts like a spoiled brat and people find her incredibly annoying. But I feel like she doesn't deserve all this shit that's been and being thrown at her. Everyone is different and it's obvious that she's not fully comfortable with all the fame that's dropped into her lap. Would you? Also it's got to take a tole on someone when practically all of girl kind wants you dead for kissing Robert Pattinson and basically hate you for no reason. This is why I no longer dislike her. Shove it if you don't like that.

Update: I found this on Lainey Gossip and she sums up Kristen pretty nicely.

All in all I thought the show was great. The highlight for me was the New Moon trailer which left me shaking like a leaf. Yes, I do realize I need to get a life. Even though it was only about a minute and a half, I'm pretty much praying for November to arrive as quickly as possible. If you missed it and are interested click here to check it out.

Oh and someone (err... me) needs to teach the poor boy how to do up the buttons on his shirt.