Umm...?

Blogging has been utterly painful for me the over the past few weeks. It's really made me see just how fucking boring I am. I started off today writing about my hair. Seriously? My hair! By the way for those who actually care my hair is now red..ish. It's reddish brown indoors but once I step outside it's like flaming red. I'll have to get used to it. I literally had written out an entire page about my hair. Then I got mad and deleted it. I don't know what's wrong with me I've just had nothing to write about, nothing much to say.

On the weekend I surprised my parents by showing up at their place. I won't be doing that again, my mom freaked and thought someone was breaking into the house. I only stayed there for about a day and went home after the Habs game Saturday night. Sunday I was just a lazy ass and stayed in bed, ate and read. I finished the Twilight Saga again, only this time I finished Breaking Dawn 100%- and by that I mean I read the last chapter... and then I cried for a solid 20 minutes. I'm pathetic. I have other books to read but I just can't seem to get into them. I should actually start reading the Harry Potter books again because with the new movie coming out in less than 3 months.. I know what happens but I don't really know what happens. Maybe that should be my new reading goal. Read all the Harry Potter books- up to book 6 in the next 3 months... I should be able to do it.

I was supposed to hang out with a boy two weeks ago, plans changed and I was hoping to hang out with him last week.. plans changed again and I suggested today to hang out. I suggested this on Friday and I still haven't heard from him. I'm angry. Angry because he was the one who fucking said that we should hang out, it was all his idea! I hadn't spoken with him in months and then out of the blue I get a message "hey you, we should hang out sometime soon" have we? Of course not. Is he like all the rest? Of course he is. What a douche bag. I still am thinking I should make a move on my cute courier, but I haven't seen him in over a week (boo hiss). We shall see.

Anyways, for those who have been wanting an update, here ya go, I'm alive- just really fucking boring and pathetic.

Update: I had lunch with Chelsea today and apparently my hair isn't as red and I had been thinking it was- which is good to know.